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臻 雨我们微笑着说，我们停留在时间的原处。其实早已被洪流无声的卷走。。。。。。
6/29/2009 worthy?or not... I was told that the guy I saw yesterday standing on the top of that telephone booth died.Shocked a bit,honestly. When I passed by the street across the road,two policemen were trying to persuade him to give up commiting a suicide. Obvisously, they failed.There were lots of people next street watching;some were taking pictures,some others were talking and laughing,just like what some people did by making fun of Michael Jackson's death. It is so disappointing to see people cold-blooded. What is wrong with you,people? That's second time that I had to know people died in this city.The first time,a very yound man aged around 20 jumped from a four-floor car park at 6pm approximately,just like 20 mins before I walked through outside that building. The police blocked that area,but I could still be able to see the blood. Second was this guy yesterday.I don't know exactly the reason which caused his suicide. Might be the unemployment,or could also be under pressure.I don't know.I don't wanna know either. Life should be cherished. You thought you couldn't go any further;and you gave up;but you never know where your might and will could lead you to. Never give up till you try.Keep trying,as things will work out themselves at the end.Don't end up your life with a tragedy. I don't go out often lately,as there were two cops coming over a couple of weeks ago to ask whether we saw some people suspicious on the previous Friday midnight.I heard that an old man was robbed and killed in the street which's not far away from where I live, which reminded me of the news I saw a few years ago that a millionare was robbed,stabbed so many times.His wife found him dead in front of their house the following morning. She regretted and blamed herself that why she took all his money and left almost nothing for him every day. It seems no relevance above;however,they both tell that how precious life could be, or even how short life could be. You don't know how to live a meaningful life until you realize what death means to you. 'To be or not to be,that is a question.'  5/26/2009 一个人流浪 之二十二 星座书上说09年是射手的桃花年。 似乎有点那么个意思。（好像有点得瑟之嫌。）经常会有人来搭讪，即使不在酒吧。夸张的应该是有一次去餐厅吃饭，碰到四个人。其中一男人居然想要把他儿子介绍给我当老公。还问我说要不要他的电话号码。晕掉，他说他儿子35，什么工作很好，很会照顾人。我当下非常的尴尬，只能说谢谢。我还没打算结婚呢。再说，新时代的女性怎么会接受盲婚呢。哈哈～不过朋友居然说很好，可以拿到永久居留权了。我说我又不稀罕这个，而且我是肯定要回国的。我是爱国分子。呵呵～ 最近的就是昨天上街，因为周末去EDINBURGH，准备买条围巾。老娘我很不待见EDI，因为人多，风大。但是室友还没去过，而且老娘最近也是都快发霉了，所以准备出去走走，听说SCOTTISH PARLIAMENT不错，Kamil介绍的，如果有差，回来一定海扁他一顿。（似乎听到巫婆的笑声。。。）Anyway,在路上碰到一男人问我是不是香港来的，我说是北京。然后他说他在香港工作了6个月，说那挺好，BLABLA。。。唉，怎么这两天碰到的都是熟男呢。我的磁场出问题了，还是我老了啊（狂晕ING).不过，最后我买了一条很不错的淡紫色T恤。在逛围巾的店里，居然碰到了ROMEO，呵呵，她说她明天回北京（也就是今天），真是巧。我们两个自从毕业后好像就失联了。在她临回国的头一天遇到，也算是缘分啊。回国要跟组织保持联系啊。（哈哈）最近SWINE FLU很严重，家人和朋友们要保重啊。本打算6月回国。不过现在看来，为了祖国和人民，偶还是打算延迟几个月吧。听说美加的同学偷回国，还到处乱窜，搞得‘流言四起’，还是建议留学的人们多加考虑，慎重啊！英国好像最近也挺严重。这回苏格兰又要开始不待见英格兰了。 偶的思维似乎太发散了，经常乱跳的。朋友都经常一愣一愣的，不知所以。偶在一旁看得是一乐一乐的。哈哈～‘我的思维你永远不懂’。 最近心情不错，昨天偶还在家喝了点TEQUILA，明天约了发型师改变一下发型。希望明天天气不错，也许可以走走。  4/23/2009 一些曾经记下的心情文字 “朝如青丝暮如雪。” “就如旧爱，有天总忘记，当初竟以为爱到死。” “往事若无其事，关系也没关系。” ”人生若只如初见，何事秋风悲画扇？ 等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。 骊山语罢清宵半，夜雨霖铃终不怨。 何如薄幸锦衣儿，比翼连枝当日愿。“ “花自飘零水自流，一种相思，两处闲愁。” “物是人非事事休，欲语泪先流。” “说着付出生命的誓言，回头看看繁华的世间， 爱你的每个瞬间，象飞驰而过的地铁， 说过不会掉下的泪水，现在沸腾着我的双眼， 爱你的虎口，我脱离了危险。” ”年轻的爱情，就像一朵柔软的花，因为太过用力地盛放，而带来撕心裂肺的痛。“ ”终于使得你不再爱我，终于与你永别，重回我原始的寂寞 曾经使我那样流泪的爱情，在回首时，也不过恍然一梦。“ ”后来我知道，必须接受生命里注定残缺和难以如愿的部分， 要接受那些被禁忌的不能见到光明的东西。在这个世间。 有一些无法抵达的地方，无法靠近的人，无法完成的事情，无法占有的感情，无法修复的缺陷。“ ”岁月就象一条河， 左岸是无法忘却的回忆，右岸是值得把握的青春年华， 中间飞快流淌的，是年轻隐隐的伤感。“ ”有些东西我们可以抛弃，却无法忘记， 它静静的躺在记忆的深处，冷不丁醒来， 让你心碎一场，激动一场，感叹一场， 然后又沉沉的睡去。“ ”曾经惺惺相惜 以为一生总有一知己 不争朝夕 不弃不离 原来只有我自己 纵然天高与地厚 容不下我们的距离 纵然说过我不在乎 却又不肯放弃“ ”我已经相信有些人我永远不必等 所以我明白在灯火阑珊处为什么会哭“ ”她说，其实任何一个人离开我们的生活，生活始终都还在继续。 没有人必须为我们停留。我们也不会为任何人停留。 想清楚了，不会有任何怨言。“ ”If I should meet thee After long years How should I greet thee With silence and tears" "Who has no house now, will never build one; Whoever is alone now,will long remain so; Will watch, read,write long letters and will wander in the streets, here and there restlessly, when the leaves blow." "有些事情是可以遗忘的 有些事情是可以纪念的 有些事情能够心甘情愿 有些事情一直无能为力“ ”一生都在离别“ “每个人，都有一段悲伤，想遗忘，却欲盖弥彰。。。” 。。。 看了天涯的一个帖子，我又重新翻出了以前的本子，记忆的片断曾经让我遍体鳞伤，如今却连伤疤都早已不见了。  3/18/2009 。。。 很多事情 跟你一起经历 很多事情 还没来得及同你一起经历 那就算了吧 遗憾也许是一种必然 Sometimes fate throws two lovers together, only to rip them apart.  2/24/2009 Change~! Years ago, there was a man who had a speech in favor of black people We call him Martin Luther King Years after, there was another man who had many speeches in favor of gay and lesbian people We call him Harvey Milk Years later, now, there is this man named Sean Penn who acted this character in a movie And we know a saying,'Without hope, life is not worthy living' We do a lot for our own benefits never thought about the consequences left to other people to face We born,we grew up, we develop We call it human rights,civilization yet, haven't realized we are only and really a small kind in the Space We made a word, selfish but we never consider ourselves as a selfish person We have this word, proud but we've never really done something which could make ourselves be proud of We say, all things will work them out for the best also, we say 'what if......' Good changes make this world towards perfection But define 'good' I couldn't tell, neither could you Only time does, only time proves  |
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